Sorry I can’t transition from being treated like shit to like nothing happened at the drop of a hat
I’m alone in a crowded room
Conversations that I’ll never remember
Trapped in reality
That shouldn’t be
that shouldn’t be
I don’t like being alone at night… My mind starts racing and overthinking things and I get all anxious. This is why I’ve been sleeping at the fire station a lot lately..
Slightly less stable than usual.. Which means no sleep for me :/
I find myself as being odd; I am not scared of regular fears, heights, confinement, the dark, or running at danger, but the thought of being not good enough, replaced, abandoned, betrayed, or forgotten terrifies me..